Wednesday, December 5, 2007

SO LONG..FAREWELL…..

Cool, peaceful logic and sense

The inflamed fangs lurk in the throng,

And then the sting that for once,

Dispels the right from the wrong.

Monumentous tides like a frothy flame

Disobeying the laws and the decree,

The senses shiver, the mind jolts,

And the soul tries, but fails to break free.

Blinded by the cloud of fire,

The thunder culminates from the pain..

The vertical lives are dismantled,

The fire alarms announce the rain.

And then, we met like an illusion,

There was no love, but the heart skipped a beat.

Charred in the fiery rain,

We parted ways with ambivalent feet.

Monday, December 3, 2007

FEAR

“Darkness is a mild manifestation of fear. I have lived in fear and got to know it so well, that, a black cat’s purr, the spider on the cobweb, a dark shadow, donot perturb me. They are, on the other hand my friends.

Streaks of light on summer mornings, have tried luring me out into the other world. But I find solace here. In the dark, when silence is echoed onto the giant pillars by the trillion thoughts that scream into my mind, I rarely bat an eyelid. Thoughts rushing in and out collide, confer and pacify me – I have nothing to fear.

Silence, that exists as a positive entity and not just a mere negation of unwanted sounds comforts me. It imparts two, three or even more senses to the inanimate objects that surround me. I am, never alone. I have nothing to fear.

The mirror is my best friend. The mahogany bed passes the tired look; the iron chest smiles on like the aged gladiator with paternal pride; the curtains hold still to hold back even the gentlest of breezes in their sinews. Their veins dilate, the timbre glow narrates this tremendous course of events that occur in stillness.

Silence, so holy and delicate, that even Death would knock twice before he wishes to enter and ruin the fragile equilibrium that exists. He would probably leave us alone. (the male personification was unnecessary but…..I have nothing to fear.)

I have wanted to keep things like this. The gradual trickle of sand, that single drop onto the tinkling crystal would in turn set in motion an entire cacophony, orchestrating themselves to a fever pitch and then, climaxing in an agonizing crescendo. But, I have nothing to fear in darkness, I have nothing to fear in silence.

It was broken by his silky voice….”

VAGABOND ON AN EMPTY ROAD

I stalk the sundial,

Setting aside the mathematics.

I bare myself to light and shadow

Share dusk and dawn with the swallow,

And follow the footprints on sand

As if they were my own.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

CONFLICT

Broken words, fragmented dreams, liquid emotions,

-- forget them, forgive them.

What use are a few scrap book memories

Of the ‘age of innocence’?

Believe me,

I am tired of facades

I want to shy away from judgement,

I want to dump stale sentiment..

And yet…..

THE LAST DECADE

Breaking the barricade of the dense sunrise,

Moist darkness establishes the fact, that

Light is not impervious.

When crystals turn to splinters on encroaching silence crowds in.

Visionaries – have they become somnambulists?

In a spiritless city, from the silver minarets,

A virus like, ancient, urban value, floats up –

Clinging onto some inconsequential ether bubble.

Thoughts, barraging on against the deluge

Of technological civilization, try and try again.

Yet, when the century halts,

Trembling fingers still talk of revolution.

THE EGOTIST

Ashes turn to dust,

Sunlight, into silver oxide films,

Dreams into alarm clocks.

Resolutions to change the world

Are futile.

I guess, I’ve got to adapt myself –

But,

Why should I?

THE 30TH PIECE

It has been a long time, since.

I’ve wiped the wrinkles off my face,

Removed the lines from my forehead,

Finished the last chapter by the campfire,

Passed a smirk at references of love.

But I still feel the ruffle, the lump,

The parchedness, the ache and

The tremor in my nerve.

It has been a long time that

My blood hasn’t boiled,

My jaws haven’t tightened,

My lower lip hasn’t curled.

I guess it has been a long time, that I’ve forgiven you, Judas….